Your Lies - Anastasia Serrell-Watts

I'm okay, I'm fine thank you
That's what I always say
Know that you're not listening
How are you
Like you give a damn

Feel your eyes judging me
I believed  that we were fine
Hear your lies passed down to me
Is that what you feel deep inside?
All this time how could I not know
All this time I was standing in the dark

Your lies covered by your laughter
This toxic relation killing my heart
Water seeping from my eyes
As I find out what you said
You take a knife and stab me in disguise

My words drowned by your ego
This toxic relation killing by heart
Silent not to jeopardize
So, I sigh and let it go
I don't know why I keep on trusting you

When I'm not part of you crew
You feel the need to trash talk me
Cover it up with a smile
So I won't see, the joker that you are
My words and thoughts you seal in a box
Trapped within like the black inside your heart

Was our friendship fake?
Every time that we hung out
Not easy to believe
That you don't care bout me

Was every moment fake
Every time that we went out
How will I move on
Knowing we were broken right from the start

Your lies covered by your laughter
This toxic relation killing my heart
Water seeping from my eyes
As I find out what you said
You take a knife and stab me in disguise

My words drowned by your ego
This toxic relation killing by heart
Silent not to jeopardize
So, I sigh and let it go
I don't know why I keep on trusting you

It's the easiest thing to do

by Anastasia Serrell-Watts